a little sweet.

lovely strings have got me floating a little bit. we all need a little childhood playfulness sometimes.
i would love to do a little project like this sometime.

toodles.

rena.

still unbelievable.

my mother still can't believe that this is what i want to be.

rock star it is.

and if not, interior designer.

toodles.

rena.

celebrate.

it's holidays! let's celebrate.

although my picture really doesn't scream celebrate...

here's your top 5! [haven't done this in a while]

1*under the bridge-red hot chili peppers

2*hotel california-the eagles [road trip favourite]

3*friday i'm in love-the cure

4*it's all over now baby blue-bob dylan

5*afterlife-avenged sevenfold [a little heavier, nice strings though...]

toodles!

rena.

twenty-first outfit post.

bought this amazingly textured dress for $19.95 on sale at tree of life. 

1*tie dye maxi dress-tree of life

2*medallion ring-lovisa jewelry

the lighting of these photos does no justice for the wonderful dress.

nonetheless, it justifies my absence from blogging. i hope.
i'm breathing anticipation for the holidays.
waiting.
for them to come.
so i can start studying for my year 11 math exams. or hit up byron bay for bluesfest!
where bob dylan is playing! (: fun fun fun.

toodles. 

rena.

anything is possible, if you just believe. - pinocchio, 1940.

original photography.

perhaps we all need a little time to ourselves.

to once again be reminded of the vast expanses of land one may cover during a lifetime.

the journeys we partake in. 

the people that we meet.

our uprisings, and our downfalls.

i'm not entirely proud of myself at the moment. true, i kept to my word and began working 

harder at school, but at the same time, i'm trying to convince myself of a stupid, yet valid point:

if i am to disclose the fact that secretly, deep down, i would love to be a rock star, my parents

would not be paying for an education.

actually, the entire stupidity is the dream. foolish, childish, naive.
i'm joking. i can do anything i want. i've signed up for work experience at an interior decorating
firm, and i'm excited since my best friend is looking into architecture.
i don't know what's going through my mind but it should be somewhere near sleep.
not to mention i just found a playlist i'd named 'droopy eyelids' some weeks ago. i think i need sleep, i can't even spell check at the moment.

as for my parents, they can choose what to do. but lately i've been a bit of a let down to everyone.

i should be asleep - then i may well do so. 

but i haven't been blogging - losing on yet another long term commitment.

and perhaps i need to realise what is best for myself...

[before i make a choice whether or not to go ahead with you]

and what choice may that be? well can you not all guess?

as a teenage girl it is completely rational to be irrational. 

in my defence, i can't always be not-a-part of something...

rena.

we can always be a little oracle-like in our decisions. a little vague, some time in our lives?